Hmmmm....What is Love? A Tribute to my Forever Love, Jeanne.

Well....
Have u ever loved someone till you just could ignore all of their weaknesses,
and all that you could see is the beauty that lies in their eyes...
Have you ever loved somebody so much that no matter how painful it is to love, you would still go on loving him/her...
Have you ever felt so different, as though there is such a tangable presence when that special someone is around....
Well, once, there was a girl who felt the exact way towards me.
But foolishly, I ignored it thinking that I know whats best for both of us...
You see, She was this perfect girl envisioned by me. She is interlectual, has great leadership qualities, a sports woman, and well, she is gentle, spirirted girl....To me, she is the most beautiful girl that I have ever met...
And as I observe from afar, all I could do is just admire her because to me, a girl like her deserves someone much better than me and I couldn't stand a chance.
Days turn to months and our friendship grew and with constant exchanges of sms, I grew fonder and fonder towards her...
Then, one day I discover that she actually have feelings for me and too soon, I tried to have a relationship with her only to find out that she is only hoping that we start from being close friends...
I agreed but after awhile, I guess with my insecurity, I decided that a line should be drawn as to where we should be,I ended up making a mess...I ended not just a potential relationship but a friendship...
I told her of all my insecurities and the truth about my life, my dark pasts, my everything.....Even so, she still like me for who I am.....But my mind was selfishly stubborn and I led her through the most painful journey in her life...At those moments, she only promised me that she would wait for me till the whole ordeal is over...
Those times,I ignore her every deeds, her ways of trying to understand me....
She tried to build me up, to make a hero out of me and I try to put out every fire that she tried to light in my life....
The pinnacle of this disasterous event was my accusations towards her that brought up an uproar and soon, our friendship turned into ashes with no chance of resurection....I even hurt others around me...At that moment, I knew I still had feelings for her....
Am I too late to humble myself to ask for forgiveness?
I could understand that right now, all that I say would worth nothing more than mere words but if you are reading this Jeanne, I really love you....
This words come from the very bottom of my heart, I couldn't let you go.
I was foolish once and I know that there were many things I should not have done but I beg of your forgiveness....
Please, all this time, I couldn't stop thinking how could I mend your heart...All i could do is to lament day and night hoping that a second chance would arrive.....
I just need one chance, one last to prove myself to you....
Please, I'll be right here waiting for you.

Well it was pure happiness when the whole class (well nearly all) attended the Graduation night at the De Palma hotel....
It was so cool that all of us took the time and effort to dress up and make ourself look so handsome and for some...
Extremely pretty....
We were all having so much fun where all of us were seated in round tables and as usual, our class has a certain craving for cameras...
We just couldn't stop clicking the camera and flashing our pearly whites in front of the camera....
We started taking pictures from the stairs all the way to the ballroom and while the certificates are being passed out, we were still clicking away....
It was such an auspicious day for all of us as we are graduating from high school and we would miss school life dearly as we step into varsity...
After the awarding ceremony, a lucky draw is held and to my surprise for the first time, my name was drawn....haha...
But the drawback was the prizes were a bit...Cheap!!! I got some premiums from citibank and KBU college....
Anyway, the best part was there was a sort of award thingy going on ala Oscar awards and our class was awarded with the most sporting class title....
We were thrilled beyond measure our wildest imagination as it was the last award and we stood in union screaming and cheering...
Fuh....
The day ended with more photoshoots with almost everyone we meet on the way and then it was the food we've been faminely anticipating....
As we gobbled down we continue taking pictures and then we started to do the customary "Yum Seng" before we sang Happy BIrthday to May Hwa....
The day ended with a bang.....Of course....but the best part, we had fun...TOGETHER!!!!
3 Cheers for U6Sc2...
Oh ya...Checkie our picture....

The hottie's and hunks from U6Sc2


And the 3 most good looking ones...Ha Ha Ha....


Before we started the event...We need a picture of those from our table....


Me and the lady of my life...(not really, she is just my sister)..Angel.


The class with their gleaming white teeths...


How Cute!!!