Grounded for life

Well well What do you know..... I am grounded for these two weeks of holidays but the funny thing is that I am not sad or depressed at all rather, I am kinda happy bout it...At least I am able to be all alone at home doing what I love doing. How did I get into trouble? Well simple....Mum came home and wanted me to go down to Petaling Street to accompany her to get my sister and brothers specs to be inspected.....It has totally nothing to do with me but still, she wants my company...How sick is that? I rather stay at home watching TV then to waste my time there.....So there goes the threats...." Oh, so you can go for Steven's meeting but can't accompany me lah.....Blah, blah blah.....Ok so you can't go for that......"U noe what? I am totally fine with that.....At that point of time I don't even care....Even if it means staying at home all the time during the holidays...I think I am better off that way.It's just not fair when parents try to say all these stupid stuff to you that they can't ask you to do simple stuff and things like that....I suppose they've forgotten I ain't no 9 year old anymore....I deserve to do what I think I wanna do and not tag along everywhere....I don't see my school mates tagging with their parents all over....Furthermore, I thyink I am the only one who is still doing it and when you don't go, this is what you get....... I sometimes wonder how old will I need to be in order that I am able to be like my classmates....Maybe 90......

From wax to Wax!

What was I crapping....Ok! I went for a movie entitled "House of Wax". A thriller with Paris Hilton in it.....Needless to say, a movie that many claim to be a so so kinda thing due to her appearance..... So I went with Angel and Eu Jin and Andre to watch it....With the other two hunks behind....I was stranded with my darling sister, Angel, starts..... The whole time I feel bangs on the back of my chair....looking behind, it was Eu Jin being pissed for "snatching" his precious seat... The movie was an interesting one where body parts are torn apart like a butcher slicing and dicing of without sympathy and as for me.....Io was hiding behind my blazer all the time....Shreiking and shutting my eyes and ears.....It was a bit too gory..no ....way too gory, I couldn't even withstand while the rest enjoy it, for me it was a solid 2 hours of pure torture....Talk about MAN-ly-ness. Haih.....then some " Merajuk" and then it was of for tuition and stuffs that I normally do....Oh I also bumped into the Mix FM roadrunners...An OK day but Well......I think it could've been better.....

Goodbye Skool Day, Hello Holly Day

Well what do You think?
Holidays are up and its time to catch up with everything I've left behind....
Studies, friends, movies, updating my blog and doing stuff I love doing so it will be fun....
It will also be a time when I need to refresh myself, thinking bout the things in my life that has been going on like a whirlwind.....
Oh, yesterday when school was over(11.30 am) we namely, Richard, "Teng Teng", Irene, Chin Nee, Eu Jin, Kim Soon,Swee Kee hit down to Time Square for Madagascar.
Guess What? I meet Angel, My sis unsuspectedly.....So "Yau Yun"....but we didn't get to watch a movie together as usual and its sad cos we never made it and it happened so many times, but I do believe there will be a day we get to do so.....It was a fun day cos I bumped into my friends while watching the movie....Venni and gang. Then it was spending time with my bro, Eu Jin for a little chat....After he left, I knocked into Kenny (my bestest friend in school) and Boon Ming then later Angel again.......I went home so tired and to add to it, the movie was disappointing, I slept on and off but oh well, spending time with all my friends is what matters most....

Friends or foe?

Friends or foe? I often wonder......sometimes the people you treat as friends can turn 180 degrees and stab you behind.....yet some can be so graceful to forgive you even though you have failed them. Who am I talking about? Myself and my so called "friends". Friendships are always, as I believe, best when kept in a distance. You will not feel hurt nor betrayed. They still share the same amount of happiness with you and you will go through less sleepless nights when they don't come up to you to complain about their problems.....Yet, where is the true meaning of friendship if this is what you call friends? To me, friends are those who are faithful to one another, keeps each another accountable and being able to share their ups and downs in life. I have indeed found some good ones along the way of my life like my sis, Angel, Kenny, Wilson, Irene, Steven and Ps. Noah and yet I've gone through life with many disappointing ones too in my life. I just hope that I am able to keep my friends close to my heart and never let them go through hurt and pain and I hope that each one of them know that I may not be the perfect friend but my heart and intentions for them are as true as gold......

A day of total relaxation

After a long week of exams and endless reading and revising, its time to chill out and relax and unwind.....So we decided to celebrate Kenny's birthday at Red Box while having fun....Of we went on a Saturday afternoon, seperated in three rooms, we sang till I lungs expanded to the point I think is about to eaplode but things weren't like before. We don't have the same kind of fun as we had on our last visit. Its just not the same....But despite that minor set back, my greatest joy was to see Kenny receiving his present, an mp3 player, where he broke down and cried at the sight of it. It was so touching as he hugged me in tears....These are priceless moments....Then it was of to the movies but since from a group of 20++, only me and Angel and Kirk are interested with it, we quickly changed plans to lounge at a Starbucks coffee house where we just spend sometime talking.....and a man from another table kept starring at me....weird....Oh, I would also bumped into Mandy Wong...Yup that girllie girl from church whom I used to be close with.I just couldn't imagine that she saw me but didn't had the courtesy of saying hello....Maybe she is just to ashamed to talk to me in front of his boyfriend....So much for making commitments not to date early...Hypocrite...Anyway, soon as we were chatting, we were reunited with the gang and later was told about a great free gift by buying news week....A new fad was birthed...a black news week bag to be carried around....Then I went to Mid Valley with my aunt and I did some unexpected shopping where my aunt bought me a book I long wanted entitled "The Book of Answers"....it does answer some of our questions...and then it was off to Leisure Mall and there got me a pair of white shoes....so, I visited nearly all the shopping malls in town in a day....Ain't it cool....

Love is a battlefield

I truly believe in this.... Love is a battlefield Love is never a smooth sailing matter.... You might love someone who might not have feelings for you and you might not even have any feelings for the one who loves you.... Ironic isn't it that our lifes needs to face so many difficulties just to find the one you truly love. Thats why we should appreciatte the ones in front of us, the ones that seem so insignificant in our lifes but seem to make such a differance when they are away from us... please.... don't take anyone for granted. Sometimes its just so hard to find two hearts that have the same feelings for each other....When you have found that special someone, there will be constant arguments and disagreements..... It is just so hard to be able to love someone till we die....The words "till death do us part" is indeed a special phrase where two pledged to love each other till death but so many often fail to reach the mark. It is so easy to proclaim it yet so hard to fulfill it. I hope today that as you read this message, take a minute to just close your eyes and ponder about the people dearest to you... Have you treated them right? Have you been harsh when you speak to them? Friends or lovers, never hurt the ones you love, it might take one word to send someone away forever from your life. Love is a battlefield Embrace everyday of your life thinking and caring, loving one another.

Sometimes

Viva 4 ever...

This is a tribute to all those in U6Sc2,
Please help me circulate it through email if some may not be able to visit my blog....

It has indeed been a year since this class is constructed and I never believe that its by chance or coincidence we all meet in this class. So many happy times we have shared together, exchanging presents, visiting the karaoke, Red Box, and just plain chatting,spending time with one another....

But as time passed, time brought so many changes into our lives.....so many changes that I couldn't understand. As I sat in class today, I felt a certain silence.....No one seem to be who they were before....Are these changes for the better or worse?

And I also realise......many a times I am indeed a worthless contributor to the class....so many hearts have i bruised, words that have hurt so many one of you....I am a useless person, a volatile individual where I follow my emotions more than my senses....that is no wonder why most of you cease to even come close to me....I do feel I have lost many of you....Wanna know a secret, each one of you, Angel, Boon Ming, Kenny, Ling Li, Kai Yit, Irene, Christina, Mee Fong, Wai Jin, Chee Kuen, Sue Yee, Su Sin, Wei Zhi, Kok Keong, Ken Maw, Mun Wai, May Hwa, Sze Jun, Pei Ye, Shobana, Venni, Padma, Xi Mun, Khai Cheong, Yin Ying......The whole class practically are precoius gems to me, each plays a significant part in my life, every individual so dear to me....but being me, I often treated you guys badly....i am ungrateful of the people God blessed me with....

Well...I felt a certain differance in class...Its so different now....But what ever it is, I want you guys to know..You guys..All of you made my life a differance...Really and I treasure each and everyone of you....

May our friendship last. Viva 4 ever

Finally I made it

Well finally I've proven to myself a very important point. I could sing, I really could! Well I went for the Malaysian Idol audition and guess what? I met the three legendary judges namely Paul moss, Roslan and Fauziah Latiff or better known as "Kak Jee" All three of them were singing praises and wow, I finally proven to the people who usually tease me especially my sis that i could really sing. Though my mum said that this year is my crucial year and I am not allowed to move further....I did prove to myself that I am gifted.....Thank You Jesus!