Teenage Wasteland...

Hmmm...

I still keep wondering...

At times I do ask this question...

" Who are truly your friends?"

Surely not one of those backstabbers but I believe each

one of us needs a shoulder to depend on....

But I do ask too the question...

How many friends ARE dependable?

How many of them are able to spend nights on the telephone when you are down and out?

How many will not be talking behind your back?

OR

How many will put on a mask and just secretly they poison the minds of others with their venomous tongue?

You see...being in a class in school teaches you these valuable lessons...

People are not who they seem to be...

A sweet girl can actually be the worst threat

yet

A guy whom you least expect to talk may be a sensitive soul to cling on to.

You see I have treated everyone with my heart ( and I am not lying)

but yet

Some or rather many choose to misunderstand me and judge me on certain things that
I do or say.

They think that they are wise enough to judge you and that the constantly magnify the tiny problems and misconducts of your life

but fail to examine the worst of themselves.

They would secretly gossip you behind your back

and pursue others to do the same...

Soon...You find part of your so-called "friends"

are sneering at you, talking at a different tone, looking at you with a certain point of view...

Friends...

These are the symptoms of betrayal to friendship...

You see, I receive such "looks" from my peers all the time

in which I suppose what I have mentioned above has come to past.

You might treat someone nicely but you might not know what they are trying to say about you when you are not around...

The ones you look highly upon and respect most might be those who would prowl on your weary soul....

But

even so...

These are valuable lessons to learn in life...

Don't give yourself to the without boundaries for it will eat you up like a lion...

Reserve yourself and protect yourself from such harmful danger....

Its OK to be hurt before...

Just pick yourself up once again...

But as a consolation...

Do keep one thing in mind

Even though these folks might treat you so,

Do remember, they might suffer the same fate for everyone is observing...

I am not a believer in KARMA.

BUT....

What goes around comes around....