Shut up!

Ever heard a depressing voice in your head?

Ever been thinking that people around you might hate you?

Think that you are the loneliest soul around?

Yup...Thats been playing around my mind for weeks

Been so damned tired about my life lately...

I feel that my friends hate me so very much..

I feel like I caused a lot of trouble and lead people around me to stumble.......

Feel like I aint no so called " Good Christian" or up to the standard...

Feel so lost....so depressed...

A song plays in my mind..."Nobody loves me, everybody hates me"

I even hate myself....

Then today, came my God-send Angel,

SI PENG, yup HO SI PENG....

He talked me out of stupidity....

You see there are a lot of wisdom behind it.....

Just a few nights ago, My friend Kenny Stayed up till 4 just to talk me out of such depression but I ignored him

It's until Si Peng came and just ask me to ask such voices to SHUT UP!!!

Well, i needed that.....

You see.....

I need to bust some myths in my life...

First thing first. my friends don't hate me, not all at least....

Angel, Kenny, Eu Jin, and a whole bunch dont at least.....

Then, I think I am Not that big of a deal that I can Change someone or make some one else stumble...I ain't that Great....

Then, I forgotten I am not created perfect....

Well, sometimes it's the evil one or even ourselves who creates such lies....

The truth is there are still people there for me and I am loved not by all, but by many....